KNIFE

I lay cold and rusted
longing to be held
lonely and bare
I sit and stare

At this life
less of a human
wanting to enter
the Sweetness

I turn around and see her soft face,
a slight smile playing around her lips
but her eyes,
Terrify
shake my very steel

A flash of anger and pain
the frenzy begins once again
she glances at me doubtfully,
I nod encouragingly,
she clasps me with her hand
and plunges me hard into her thigh

Oh the rush and the high
the thrill of being inside
with the red passion flowing around me,
sweet, salt and rusty

I lick my lips as she pulls me out
red and burgundy
my face puffs up
I close my eyes to enter once more,
when I taste her blood,
I am at home.

STORM

The cheers and the smiles
I can't stand these lies
When I'm boiling inside.

You told me you would listen
but now you've turned a deaf ear
and even if I scream, you can't hear.

Its eating me, filling me up with hate
My head aches
All I want to do is resuscitate
but its too late
and I know I am
In the storm, its eye is not calm

And then I realize,
I am the storm
that uprooted your life
Made you believe all the lies
but now I'm here, telling you its you
but its really me
but its still you
I don't know what to do
So confused...

You want me to be happy
And so do I
but I can't because the only way to do
That is to ruin you
and I can't take the pain of killing you

So I let it eat me instead
because its me thats eating you
so I let me eat me
and you continue
to live your lies
They seem beautiful to you
and thats why you believe

I can't even like the most wonderful thing
that's why its all fake to me
I hope you know what I am saying
because I don't
but then again,
I am the one saying it
so I do know.