STORM

The cheers and the smiles
I can't stand these lies
When I'm boiling inside.

You told me you would listen
but now you've turned a deaf ear
and even if I scream, you can't hear.

Its eating me, filling me up with hate
My head aches
All I want to do is resuscitate
but its too late
and I know I am
In the storm, its eye is not calm

And then I realize,
I am the storm
that uprooted your life
Made you believe all the lies
but now I'm here, telling you its you
but its really me
but its still you
I don't know what to do
So confused...

You want me to be happy
And so do I
but I can't because the only way to do
That is to ruin you
and I can't take the pain of killing you

So I let it eat me instead
because its me thats eating you
so I let me eat me
and you continue
to live your lies
They seem beautiful to you
and thats why you believe

I can't even like the most wonderful thing
that's why its all fake to me
I hope you know what I am saying
because I don't
but then again,
I am the one saying it
so I do know.