KNIFE

I lay cold and rusted
longing to be held
lonely and bare
I sit and stare

At this life
less of a human
wanting to enter
the Sweetness

I turn around and see her soft face,
a slight smile playing around her lips
but her eyes,
Terrify
shake my very steel

A flash of anger and pain
the frenzy begins once again
she glances at me doubtfully,
I nod encouragingly,
she clasps me with her hand
and plunges me hard into her thigh

Oh the rush and the high
the thrill of being inside
with the red passion flowing around me,
sweet, salt and rusty

I lick my lips as she pulls me out
red and burgundy
my face puffs up
I close my eyes to enter once more,
when I taste her blood,
I am at home.

STORM

The cheers and the smiles
I can't stand these lies
When I'm boiling inside.

You told me you would listen
but now you've turned a deaf ear
and even if I scream, you can't hear.

Its eating me, filling me up with hate
My head aches
All I want to do is resuscitate
but its too late
and I know I am
In the storm, its eye is not calm

And then I realize,
I am the storm
that uprooted your life
Made you believe all the lies
but now I'm here, telling you its you
but its really me
but its still you
I don't know what to do
So confused...

You want me to be happy
And so do I
but I can't because the only way to do
That is to ruin you
and I can't take the pain of killing you

So I let it eat me instead
because its me thats eating you
so I let me eat me
and you continue
to live your lies
They seem beautiful to you
and thats why you believe

I can't even like the most wonderful thing
that's why its all fake to me
I hope you know what I am saying
because I don't
but then again,
I am the one saying it
so I do know.

KEY

It has become an addiction
This way of thinking
because it is the only way of knowing
What I am becoming
but I have no idea who I am.

All I think about right now
is what it's gonna be like
When I am finally free,
When I can walk around
with my thoughts stripped naked to the ground
Laying bare,for eveyone to see...

But that day will never come...
I hope it will
but I know it won't
because you're the only one
Who can unlock me
but you're nowhere to be seen.

Each time you came near
to wishper something in my ear,
My heart would skip a beat
and the ground would vanish from under my feet
When you held my hand
or smelled my hair,
All I wished was for you to be here
for us to be together,forever.

The night is young
there are many fish in the sea
I am still singing the song that I have sung
right through all my memories.

The night is bright
with stars shining in the sky
high above the birds that took flight
when I set my heart free.

Oh the night is young
and though there are many fish in the sea
I see the star right in front of me
sparkling like the star fish that is so hard to find
it's one in a million, one of a kind.

INSANITY

That. It is a disease.
A disease of the mind
That will allow you to overcome who you are
In order to become something that you are not.

That. It is a change
A change so different that it terrifies you
more than those around you
who cannot stand to see you this way

That. It is a belief
A belief so untrue
but it fuels you
and you're delusions.

That. It is a system
to which you unwillingly submit
because you enjoy the pain it transmits
even though you knw it hurts you.

That. It is your life now
Even though it is something you never dreamed of
It is your worst fear and you can't even look into a mirror
For you have now entered your black world

And you believe you will never be rescued.

HERO

Everybody loves a hero. A hero who they can trust. The one they can rely on. A hero who tells them to get through the darknest day to see the new morning light.
A hero who tells them to hold on to themselves a little longer so that they can be rescued. A hero who asks them to hope even in despair because no matter where they are or who they're with, the hero is always within them.
The hero is within you and me,
together we can start a league.
A league of legends to be
legends who believed
and hence unleashed
the heros inside for all of us to see.
We are heros- you and me.

Just believe
and you will be
A Hero.