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A calm placid face

A restful smile

A content sigh

and a peaceful acceptance 

The darkness unleashes

Anger and pain

A river of black blood flows

Constantly feeding on your fears

Fleas in your mind

Pluck at your remorse

Surviving the guilt and hatred

A crushed ant struggling to move

It all oozes out 

Until you cant move

Happiness contained

Momentary glances

You froze the ones you felt the most

But forget the ones that meant the most

A dawning light

Wet grass and hay

A dry spell of remembrance

You are what you frame

Capture that which you cherish

Erase what you fear

It isn't an alternate reality

For there is no alternate to reality

A truth untold

Submerged in the subconscience 

Waters deep, and buried

Under an immovable rock

The Mind

Hard as stone

Blocked and walled

Can’t build a lock without 

A latch and key

Unbolt that you hold dearly

Smile with wonder

Awe and surprise

Pleased and renewed

by this strength you find

Happiness unleashed

Expressed, experienced and persevered

Frozen in this moment 

That Immortal bliss

An eternity of peace

LOST

A cold wet shiver

rain splashes across the window

the dogs howl

the crickets screech

a painful heart weeps

A dimming memory

brought back to life

Attempts of suppression are in vain

buried treasure should remain hidden

A sharp taste of salt and rust

against the forked tongue

screams of deafening power

refuse to come out 

while the withered soul

remains locked away forever

A dark dingy dungeon

it travels through the walls

searching for its master

to be  tamed, to be controlled

mourning, wanders aimlessly

An angelic face

pale white skin

peaceful as a baby

sleeping

awoken when provoked

eyes fly open

bloodshot and wide

with a malicious smile

burns you down

in a flash of anger

A cursed fire

feeds off your flesh

you pray it eats you

but it leaves you

Bleeding for more

unmending scars

that tickle as the harsh

wind blows

licking and caressing

the wounds

waiting to be cut open

The blood trickles down

stains your skin as it flows

you want it to stop

but you cant make it go

An eyeball whizzes around

clasps your neck

pulls your head

excruciating pain

you wish you were dead

The creature tears you

pulls from the inside

nerves, tissues and sinew

bites and scratches 

tightens its claws around you

All you feel is the plunging

of its sharp nails

you force open your eyes and find

they are your hands

A stab to the heart

you beg and plead

to end this dreadful feat

A final blow when you see

it dancing in your shadows

closing in

cant breathe

waiting for the void

to knock you off your feet

A thoughtless gaze

A blurry haze

wanting to know

how to regain control

but wanting to be

just the way you seem

Surviving, barely existing

floating through the stagnant air

in the dungeons of your mind

a mangled creature glides

its stench frosts  

the sealed walls

it has no escape

chained to your body 

for all of eternity

The Fallen

A shot and a high pitched scream
Is all you can hear
But not the force of the fall
Even though your near

Eyes wide open
Nostrails flaring
Cud'nt complete exhaling
As he drew his last breath

A fallen hero he stands
Reduced to an urn of ashes
Buried Below the ground
But you can't bury those memories
That haunt you dusk to dawn

A folded flag is all she gets
To remind her of what he did
Each time he was away
But now she has no one to await
Just an empty side of the bed

Someone somewhere weeps
Howls with sorrow
Cannot find the strength
To move on and live,
How can you when
She just fell
Right before your eyes
Even before you could realise
She was taken away from you
But now that she is gone
How can you be you?

Somewhere in the cold they whimper
No one to throw a blanket over
No one to love or be loved
Walking around like corpses
No one to notice whether they exist
No one to know they ever lived

Human lives reduced to tears
Some are mourned and grieved
Some a fly's feast
All the glories of the past
Only some songs are sung
But nothing ever lasts

Inspired By A Thousand Years-9

I saw you burn and bleed
My small eyes couldn't read
The pain echoing through you
As you sat there endlessly
Head in you hands
Tears in your eyes
All you wanted was an escape
I now understand
'cause I am sitting here now
Head my hands
Tears in my eyes
All I want is an escape
From you.

You taunted me with your stupid lies
I trusted everything I saw of you
But you never let me be me
I hated you and I still do
You took away my ignorance

And now that I'm aware
I can't ever erase
What I ve seen and what I ve heard

But then again
If it wernt for you
I wudnt be this today
Alive

I guess I knew all along
That you do love me
Even though sometimes you hate me

And I know now
That even though sometimes I hate you
I will always love you

Inspired By A Thousand Years-8

You can't cut where you bleed
You can't heal what you feel
The urge to run ovepowers you
But you can't runaway from you

There's something inside my head
A battle raging, a million dead
Thoughts I never knew
Makes you feel like you're new
To yourself and everything else
You believed to be true

 You can't cut where you bleed
You can't heal what you feel
The urge to run ovepowers you
But you can't runaway from you

A million oppositions stand
Against you, I can't fight
Even if means to lose myself
I'd loose me than you
But who am I?
And who the hell are you?

 You can't cut where you bleed
You can't heal what you feel
The urge to run ovepowers you
But you can't runaway from you

We are in an endless chase
Inside this never ending maze
No way out but which way did we come in?
We will never know the end
Untill it comes but till then
We have no end to this war
All we know is that it starts

You can't cut where you bleed
You can't heal what you feel
The urge to run ovepowers you
But you can't runaway from you

But you can cut what you feel
Hide when it bleeds
Try to run even though you won't get far
But you can't runaway from you.

Inspired By A Thousand Years-7

SITTING ON THE EDGE


I did what it takes
To make you feel alright
Spent sleepness nights
Talking till the morning light

Listened and soothed
Did the best I could
To make you feel good
About yourself
About everyone else

But now the time has come
For me to go
To look inside
For a while

But you pulled me back
Held me tight
Made me promise
To always fight
On your side

And I did
Hugged you back
Gave everything I had
And even what I didn't
Just to make you smile
Even If it is for a while

We all want forever
But nothing ever lasts
I was all that I had
But now that's lost
In a spiral of fears
I can't hold back these tears

I wish you knew
I was just like you
Another human
With a lost soul

But now am lost
Neither a human
Nor a wandering soul
Not at rest
Not at peace
Merely Something in between

It is alien to you
This feat
Never seen
That I too could be
Exsiting than living

And it is alien for you
To sacrifice
Lend you hand
And save someone From slipping

Sitting on the edge
I glance,at the infinte dark space below
And the vast stretch of land
But nowhere do I see your hand

Sitting on the edge
I can't decide
Do I jump Or do I fly
Or just run and hide

Sitting on the edge
I can't feel
My heavy heart
Or my weary feet

Sitting on the edge
I silently cry
Look down and across
Hoping to see
But there is only
indesicive darkness around me.

Inspired By A Thousand Years-6

PATH OF A TEAR
A
Tear drop
Ran across my brow
Tried to wipe it but
It refused to go

It
Ran from
My heart sealed
The one I concealed
Vowed to never show

But
It can't
Remain hidden where
Its No longer safe
Broke free from the chains

That
I made
The control fades
Begins it's escapade
Flows on and on

And
On again
I wish I could regain
My power over them
But tonight I can't

I
Sit and
Weep in pain
Kick and complain
I wish I could lock

Myself
Away from this
Away from you
Away from everthing that knew

About
This disease
An illness, a frenzy
That won't go
But continues to flow

On
And on
And on again